Blisters, burrows and blessings...

Today I walked around campus with Nathan. I exercised. That's quite a feat for me, if I do say so myself. In the process, I managed to get a blister on the back of my right heel because my socks were too low. ick. Oh well, at least I got out and conquered the unconquerable...or something like that.

So, work is going well. Lots of work to do...not enough time in the day...the usual corporate mumbo jumbo. I've become a bigger nerd though, that's for sure. But it's okay now, because it's expected and accepted. It's good that I scrutinize kerning and look at the source of websites. I even thought about making my own template for my blog...sad. I've always been a nerd. I guess I'm just taking my nerdiness to an all new high!

Speaking of nerd, I've had to push myself to not be so antisocial lately. (Bad segue, sorry.) It's not that I don't really want to be around people...it's just that I'm lazy and don't want to try...but I do all at the same time. The introvert in me is taking over...or at least trying to. Not that that's a bad thing. I know I just need to get out more...so if it seems like I've blown you off...I'm sorry. I really don't mean to. Unless I do. But you would probably know it if I was.

I've been digging myself into my own little burrow lately. Circumstances, trials and changes are most likely the catalyst. But, it's not the best thing for me to do. I want so badly to break out and be free again. I know I will eventually. But I will walk through the valley, to get to the next mountain top. I am truly blessed to be able to know that.

Be blessed today in all you do,
Jezz

Get this stuff off of me...

Some weeks just hit you hard, like nothing you've ever expected...everything piled up in a nice, neat heap...and messes up virtually everything in your world.

So now I'm buried. Underneath a pile of worries, fears and doubts, you will find me...trying to smile, but it's most likely not working.

So what do I do? I have to realize it's not my world; it's not my call. I can't control the trials that rain on my hapiness parade. Why? It's not my world. So I take it all in, process it...and then I have to decide what to do with it. (This is where God steps in and makes it better.) The processing isn't quite done yet, but on the other side, I know there's beauty within these ashes.

Blessings abound today...stop and see them.
Jezz

Welcome back...

I think I've forgotten that I had a blog...or maybe it was just laziness. I must admit, I miss bloggity blog blogging. And so this morning I make a vow to you, my one and only reader...probably. I will write on...
Starting later today.
Be blessed,
Jezz