Back blogging...

Why I love blogs: going back and reading the past.

I ventured back to the past this morning and read some of my most transparent blogging moments at my old site. To sum it all up: frustration, pain, tears...all with glimmers of hope...and lots of music. I can't really say that I can relate to much of that anymore. Some of it still penetrates my heart, but most that does are the glimmers of hope, the parts that say, "I can still carry on with a smile on my face." I like those parts.

And, some of it pushes me to keep my word, to not let myself down. If myself from then knew what I was not doing to fulfill my dreams, desires and live out my passions, well, I wouldn't be too thrilled with myself. Don't get me wrong, there are no regrets. But (if you will allow me to quote Dr. Wilson here) a "sense of urgency" is upon me, more so than before, to "make my 'somedays 'today." (that quote was from Dr. Houghton.) So...I now have resolve. Resolve to do what, you ask? To not sit back and wait around for the "right time," for this, there is no right time. The right time is now. Life is too short to not pursue my dreams. So I'm pursuing...

Ya, so I'm graduating in May and am supposed to get a real job. It'll work out; I'm not too worried. But I would be worried if I didn't at least try. So I'm gonna try...
We'll see what happens...

Have a blessed day today,
Jezz